Hello there my long lost friends! How are you? Me, you ask? I am recovering from what I think was a mild case of food poisoning! You know those Costco hot dogs I mentioned before? Yeah...not a lover anymore. Anywho, moving on!
I can't tell you how happy I am that Spring is sloooowly making an appearance! This has been a CRAZY winter to say the least! Between juggling jobs, childcare, meals, and housework, things are just NUTS! Not that the next few months will be any easier, but at least the countdown to summer break is getting shorter! I am looking forward to my first official "teacher summer"! Only 83 days to go...but who's counting ;)
As I try to juggle our day to day lives, I often dream about what it would be like to not have a job. In an ideal world, I would be a SAHM to 3 or 4 kids, filling my days with carpool, extra curriculars, play dates, volunteer work, crafts, cooking, baking, cleaning, coffee dates, and even the occasional date night with my fabulous husband! The reality is, I am a substitute teacher by day who spends 2 nights a week answering phones at a local rec centre and babysits on the weekends for extra cash. All while trying to keep a clean and organized household and making sure my family eats somewhat healthy food on a daily basis. Let's not even talk about how spending quality time with my shift working husband or having a social life fits into all of this!
While catching up on some blog reading the other night, I came across a post written by one of my favourite bloggers, Kelle Hampton from
Enjoying the Small Things. Kelle is a mom to 3 beautiful children and has a very refreshing and inspiring take on life. Click
here for the actual post I am referring to but basically, Kelle compares her life to a juggling act and the fact that is it ok to leave a few "balls" on the floor. Juggling is EXACTLY what I feel like I am doing most days. However, the problem is, I hate leaving balls on the floor...literally or figuratively. I have been known to stay up long ofter bedtime, folding laundry, cleaning up toys, sweeping floors, packing bags and preparing meals, ensuring that each day when we wake up, the house and everything/everyone in it is ready to go! This folks, is completely exhausting! Yes I know that the world is not gonna end if we eat french fries for dinner or if the laundry isn't done but this is what keeps my Type A personality in check and makes me feel like I am being a good wife, mother and career woman. I am sure there are support groups for people like me ;)
Now you understand why I can't wait til June 28th when I no longer have to sit by the phone waiting for a work call or organizing a drop off/pick up at the babysitter's. I just want to fill my days with sunshine and spend some quality time with my two favourite boys, doing the things we love! I don't wanna worry about juggling those balls anymore! Summer is about beach days and BBQ's! Yes, I am sure I will find time to clean a few toilets and throw in a few loads of laundry but I can't wait to spend more time nurturing my favourite people, including myself :) Only 83 days...only 83 days...
Happy Spring :)